Today is day 2 of our baby journey. Yesterday I had blood work (that came back great) and today I started taking some meds.
This is not the baby journey I would have chosen, but through godly council, God's word, our hearts desire, and circumstances we have been led down this road. For many this would be a way of controlling infertility, for me this is a faith jump off a skyscraper. :) I want to do things naturally and meds freak me out, but I am willing to go down this road.
I was meditating on God's word a few weeks ago, it was Psalm 32:8, and says, 8 I will instruct you and teach you in the way you should go; I will counsel you with my loving eye on you.
Wow, what a beautiful verse. I've been afraid of IVF, but God has lead us into it and I think I believed that if somehow if I didn't hear God right that things would go terribly wrong - like the meds hurting me or the potential baby, or having a miscarriage, and on and on the fears go. But God says he WILL instruct me and teach me and not only that, whatever happens his loving eye is on me. A peace that transcends understanding came on me at that point and now I'm ready for this journey!
We would love prayers!! Ask God to open my womb. He is the only giver of life. The doctors can manipulate my body, but only God can give us a baby. Also, ask that the drugs would not affect me negatively or the maybe future baby. :)
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